sweet disposition

Church, lunch at moms, errands with jordi, dinner & games at dads. I love holidays 😊😘👫👪💚🐣🍴🎮 #HappyEaster #Blessed #ilovemyfamily #food #fun @ayeyahurd @ayeee_eurijah32 @maryy_alexiis @cheryl62580 @coachmike2366 @jorecinos @jordidee

I’d appreciate if my nephew would stop growing up. 14, & taller than my 5’5 self if my boots didn’t have a heel 😩😫. @ayeee_eurijah32 #oldestnephew #hessogrown #handsome #happyeaster 💚🐣🌿

“He is not here; he has risen, just as he said.” Matthew 28:6 👼🙏💙 #HappyEaster #HeIsRisen

I took a little hiatus from Tumblr for a few weeks, but SO much has been going on!

Background info; My parents got divorced when I was 5 & my dad started dating a woman named Cheryl shortly after that. They got married when I was 8 & had my little sister Jianna when I was 9.

My mother is a very strong Christian, my father believes but he himself will say he isn’t a Christian because he knows he doesn’t follow Gods word & my stepmom is an atheist. I was always very worried that my little sister would take after her mother & don’t get me wrong, her mother is one of the most amazing women in the world, but that won’t stop her from going to Hell. I wanted my sister & my father & my stepmom to come to Christ & be saved.

So when I was 14 my dad, as he always does, cheated on my stepmom again & she divorced him. I maintained a very close relationship with Cheryl & my sister.

About 2 years ago my little sister started begging to come to church & now she comes every single Sunday. She is an 11 year old on fire for Christ. I never invite her, I always allow her to ask because I do not want to push God on her, so I know her desire & faith is real. The last few Sundays she’s even started to put her hands up during worship ahaha it’s so adorable. I really thank God for answering my prayer to save my sisters soul. The weight of the worry I had has been lifted & it made me fall in love with Christ all over again.

Yesterday, I went to an archery course with Cheryl & you know what she said to me?! She said, “I really wanted to come to church with you guys last Sunday.” I had to hide my excitement so I didn’t freak her out ahaha. God is drawing her to Him!!! He is so amazing. So faithful to His people. I will never stop praying for my non believing family members & I have a renewed faith in His ability to bring them to Him. I am definitely going to invite her to church on Sunday ahaha. I am so happy & am so in love with Christ. I had to tell you all ahaha.

I hope this gives some encouragement to those of you praying for family members or friends who don’t believe. God Bless (:

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I literally have the coolest second mom & brother ever, they took me to learn how to shoot a bow & arrow!! @mikeyyee @mikeyyeesmama 😁😝😍👱👸 #bloodcouldntmakeuscloser #familybonding #blackKatniss #Hawkeye #Archery

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I wish more people would think this way, about both men & women. How would you feel if someone cheated on your son like you cheat on your man? How would you feel if someone hit your daughter like you hit your gf? Think about it. #IndiaArie #TalkToHer #VoyageToIndia #knowledgethroughmusic

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Larry: Hey Don, are you familiar with quantum entanglement? 
Don : No, I don't think so. I'm not sure.
Larry: Okay. It's a theory that holds: that photons come in pairs. They're separated by space and time, but always in instantaneous inexplicable communication. Einstein calls it, "spooky action at a distance." But you know I find the notion romantic. 
Don: How so? 
Larry: We effect each other, even when we don't mean to, even when we don't want to. We're connected. Even when we try to be unaffected. 
Don: Why do I get the feeling that you're talking about my love life? 
Larry: Don, the universe is accelerating at such a rate, that someday, eventually, it will all fly apart. And all matter will just drift alone and become disconnected. How sad that would be if humans being were to behave in a similar fashion? I find, that the risks of human contact are more than compensated for, by the rewards.

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I don’t even know where to being. Because you’re 7yrs older than me, I grew up watching your every move. I wanted my hair like yours & wore all your old clothes. The older I get the more people begin to disappoint me, but you’re one of the few people who I continue to grow in admiration & respect for. Even when I feel like I’m right, being angry with you never sits well with me. You’ve become one of my closet friends instead of just my big sister. & now, I even get to have another example of how to be an amazing mother, like you are to Hartlee. No one is perfect panda, but you’re pretty damn close ahaha. I love you & will probably never be able to repay you for everything you’ve done for me. But I hope you know that you’re appreciated & cared for deeply. Happy 28th birthday @ayeyahurd #happybirthday #bigsister #personal

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Christian Problems

I don’t know everything in/about the bible, & I won’t even pretend like I do. But there are some things that I myself have studied vastly & learned a lot of detailed information about. & I try so hard to not get annoyed, but it erks me so badly when someone tries to argue with me on a subject that I know for a fact I am right about. Especially when they admit that they only know what they know because they “heard it somewhere”. When I have heard sermons, read the scripture, spoke to my stepdad who is an elder in church AND read commentaries on the subject. Like don’t say you wanna have a discussion when you refuse to admit that you’re wrong. Don’t bother speaking to me ahaha. Ugh. Okay, venting made me feel 100% better.

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Hartlees baby dedication 👶👼🙏💕 Proverbs 22:6 “Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it.” @ayeyahurd @leedamion #niece #babydedications #LCCdedication @lccfairfield #personal (at Liberty Christian Center)

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I hope I look as good as my mom does at 52. 👭💕💄💅 #mymommyisbeautiful #personal (at Liberty Christian Center)

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"I used to think I was the strangest person in the world but then I thought there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it’s true I’m here, and I’m just as strange as you."

- Frida Kahlo (via ariellavolpe)

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